there is only one of everything, margaret atwood
[text reads:
“I look out at you and you occur
in this winter kitchen, random as trees or sentences,
entering me, fading like them, in time you will disappearbut the way you dance by yourself
on the tile floor to a worn song, flat and mournful,
so delighted, spoon waved in one hand, wisps of
roughened hairsticking up from your head, it’s your surprised
body, pleasure I like. I can even say it,
though only once and it won’tlast: I want this. I want
this.”]
fyodor dostoevsky (the brothers karamazov), charles bukowski (a vote for the gentle light)
(via hotmailmyheart)
& when the hillsides grow golden
& the poison oak begins to unravel
I’m reminded of the first winter here, turned spring
the one I spent shaping molding— folding.
into anything that mirrored this gold
This lightness
This effortless forgiveness of the winter abandon.
curls from darkness to sunshine
completely chopped
breaking my fastest pace
counting my miles
till my body asked me ‘why’
hoping the thoughts/the truth would fade away
with something so physical.